Thursday, November 5, 2009

Training camp...part 2











The day before we play extreme games,i am wondering about the challenging games that we will play on the next day.Will i success to pass through all?Is it something will happen on me?At that moment,many question mark appear in my mind.The day finally come.Before we play all those extreme games,it is a Buddhist hymns section.We all were so happy^_^...I very enjoy that moment.After that,we had lunch and preparing for the extreme games,that is flying fox and wall climbing.We play the flying fox first.I feel a bit scare that time because i got acrophobia.But when i know my partner is yun yi,then my heart feel more better.I also feel weird.I think maybe because she always encourage me not to be scare.This make me think of all the games that we played at sunway lagoon.I also scare to play all those extreme games but after yun yi said some word to persuade me,i feel better even scare also.Finally,i success to play all the games at sunway lagoon except tomahawk.Yun yi,thank you so much.Now is our turn to play flying fox.My leg feel no energy and speechless.When yun yi and i said 1,2,3,we suppose go down already.But after i said 1,2,3,my leg still at the same position.Yun yi can feel that i scare to jump,so she also didn't jump.She persuade me and ask me don't think so much and try to enjoy the process.Then,i try my best and finally we success.But yun yi so pity,i hold her very tight,and i think she not really enjoy because she can't breath well.Yun yi,really sorry.




When i stand on the chair at behind there,the chair is turn 360 degree,haha...i ask my leg stop vibrate but still vibrate.The moral value that i learnt from this game is don't just say only,need to take action too.After that,we play wall climbing.Before play this game,i already ask the trainer if i fail to climb even one stone,how?Then,the person just smile only.I observe how they climb and support them.When we climb,got trainer stand at beside and try to break down our confidence.Now is my turn.As i guess,i really fail.The trainer ask me just give up and don't waste other's time.I don't want to easily give up and i try again but still can't.Finally,i choose to give up because i really can't make it and i also don't want to waste other's time.At that moment,i feel i am useless and i can't stop the tear drop from my eyes.After for a while,john persuade me and tell me that he will help me climb until top later.I really feel touch when i hear that.Nobody had ever tell me like that kind of word.I feel shock and i am happy he as my friend.He really success climb till the top and i am happy for him.John,thank you.After that,we keep going to play other games such as tarzan jump and so on.During the games,yun yi stay beside me and encourage me.I thought i can success pass through all those games.During the tarzan jump,she also teach me the way to cross over.After that,i got more confidence to cross over it.I try my best and i thought i reach ground already,so i let the rope.Maybe of too confident,so i fail and fall in the water.I worry because my leg no feeling.Yun yi,yi wen and john help me a lot.
After this games,got other activity.I cannot walk properly,so can't join.Yun yi also didn't go but i not sure whether she want to accompany or she need to wake up early on the next day.She said she scare will be very tired and can't wake up early.In the hall,just left me and her.We share about the experience that we gain from the games.She said she also thought that she can't climb until the top but she tell herself that she sure can do it.Finally she success tob make it.I really admire her spirit.After that,i go to bath and just left her alone.I thought she will not scare of being alone.When i bathing,i hear someone was singing and i know is yun yi's voice.Her voice very sweet and i am really enjoy it.When i come out from the bathroom,i saw her slept already.Then,i just know that she scare and sing buddhist hymns to reduce her fear.I feel really sorry to her because i didn't take care of her and accompany her.If i know,i won't go to bath and accompany her till she sleep first.
The third day morning is the sharing time with rev.We all share moral values from all those games with rev.Different people got different experience and moral value.I learnt many thing from their sharing.Then,till my turn.I also share with rev same as what i write at the top.I tell rev that i feel i am useless because i alway fail.After that,rev got said some word that make me speechless,that is "you are so proud,you cannot fail?"This word make me think of all the things that i fail to make in my life.Actually,my ambition is forensic but i can't make it because my result not so good..Rev also said that跌倒就要勇敢地爬起来.I really agree with what rev said.After the camp,chuan fang got told me that rev said first time rev see me,she know that i loss of confidence.Tony also got told me that i too rely on friend,i know what he means.I also agree with him,i should not too rely on others.I learnt many lesson from the camp and i will remember the moment until forever and ever.





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