Thursday, December 16, 2010

down...

  Sorry for who those visit my blog.I know most of my blog just talk about bad thing.I am trying to write something which can make you all happy after visit my blog.Sadly,i will write about bad thing again.Today whole day,i felt very down.I thinking why i can't be clever like other.Other people can understand but why i still can't get the concept.I am trying to understand but lecturer ask me don't ever memorize.I really trying my best not to memorize the concept but trying to understand.I don't understand why i tried hard to understand but still can't really understand about the concept.I almost cry after the class but i ask myself for what you cry?Tell myself that i can't cry,i need to be stronger.
  Besides that,Electrical machine and drives is also one of the subject that make me confuse.Sometime i not understand and ask lecturer but she didn't get what i mean.I don't know why everything suddenly become  like this.Last time,i was easily absorb what lecturer said but why nowadays change already?Am i old already or in the process to become old.I still remember that the doctor said it maybe related to my blood circulation and body condition.I still remember since secondary school,i always teacher or lecturer question but now i become quiet in the class and didn't ask question.Am i feel shy?I not suppose be like this,i really don't know what happen to me???
  People got ask what happen to me but i just keep in my heart.I don't want people worry about me,just want to make them happy.One more reason is if i tell,i scare i will cry in front of my friend.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Most memorable day^_^

  I think today is the last day i went out with them.Before this,we went to watch movie and eat dinner together.The only thing that i haven't do with them is sing k...Finally,today we got chance to sing k together.Thanks for give me chance to sing with you.We went to neway which is located opposite of leisure mall.There not same like green box and red box that i ever go.The price is quite expensive.I think the service also very bad and no buffet at lunch hour some more.Luckily,during afternoon just few people sing k,so we can sing k till 7pm.This is first time i sing k for about 6 hour.I really enjoy the process.Shock Hong has a good voice,like singer.I think she might be a singer someday.I like the feeling we sing k together.We sang old song like andy lau and the latest song as well.I felt so happy when go out with them.
  They will graduate soon and still don't know where will they proceed their degree yet.Even i feeling not so good but i still will wish them.I sure will be strong than before.Thanks a lot,my friend and so sorry cause you all waste money.Good Luck for your exam.I know all of you are smart student,so i believe that you all sure can do it.I really happy that have friend like you all.You all really bring a lot of joy and happiness for me.Hope that even next time our distance is far apart,but we still can keep in touch.Wish you all the best^_^