Birthday celebration

  Today, i really surprise that my friend ask me out for my birthday celebration. I just wear normal only and didn't bring camera as well. It really a big surprise for me. I think this is the first time so many people celebrate my birthday. I really feel touch. When i saw those hand made cards, i really feel like wanna crying. They really concern about me. But i had promised myself that i don't want to cry in front of people, i did it^_^ Some of them asked me to find bf, it really hurt me,haha~Actually, i also hope that ppou ( those who will go to oversea soon ) will join too but they didn't due to too busy. I don't know why i suddenly will feel down, maybe because of her? I don't know why am i so care about her? Maybe this is the last time we can celebrate it together...Why i am so attach with "taurus" girls since secondary school. I don't know what is the relationship between libra and taurus? Why i am so attached to them, even at university also. I really don't know. Is there anyone can tell me why? First sight when i saw her, i start to concern about her. I get to know that her horoscope also taurus, no wonder. I thought can take pic with they all but they didn't come. I felt a bit disappointed but i not dare to tell my juniors. At that moment, i just want to go back hostel and stay in my room. I think that will be better, i should not let them worry. I should make them happy because they try so hard and plan how to celebrate my birthday party.  I really feel glad can know them in this world. Hopefully after i graduate, i still able to hang out with them.