Worries

  Bad news alway happen in these few weeks.It is about mother and her employee.My mother always dream about bad things such as dream my family member which had passed away and dream about ghost in my house.It make me feel quite scary and worry.I really wish nothing bad will happen among my family member again.
  Besides,problem among employee also exist.One of the employee want to quit his job because of her wife got serious high blood pressure and has difficulties in moving.So,he hope that he can find other job which is higher salary. Another one employee have asthma and suddenly enter hospital.My mother now worry about this two employee because nowadays it's too hard to find the employee which is honest and hardworking.I scare she will too worry and get serious high blood pressure.Haiz...hope everything will be fine soon~

一切都不可能是永久的 ~

  有件事真的让我出乎意料。。。他是我青梅竹马的朋友，我们已经是十多年的朋友。有一段期间，我们因小事而吵架。在那期间，我和他之间出现了绯闻。我自己也不清楚自己对他的感觉。直到有一段日子，我发现他一直逃避我。然后，我从朋友那儿才知道原来他误会我喜欢他。这件事情已经是很多年的事，但是我最近才知道，真迟钝。之后，因为他就快要到外州读书了。所以我的朋友帮我们制造很多机会，好让我们有空间谈谈自己的心里话。真的很感谢我的朋友。有位朋友让我有了勇气跟他说清楚。当时的我真的很紧张，不知从何开始。。。好不容易有了勇气，我很坦诚地告诉他我一直以来都不知道自己对他是怎么样的感觉，但是我告诉他我现在对他没感觉了。我以为我说出来后，心里就没有石头般的重量了，但是之后我的心有种悲伤的感觉。这也许是因为我的朋友即将要离开了，到不同的大学去吧。我知道一切的人，事，物都变了，不再像以前那样了。我深深地祝福我的朋友能得到他们想要的科系。
  我想通过这个部落格告诉有位朋友，别把爱情看得比一切重要。我们也不能太依赖别人，得靠我们自己。为何现代的人都认为爱情比友谊更重要？为何要每次为情所困？难道没有了爱情，就不能活得开心吗? 爱一个人并不一定要拥有他，只要知道现在的他过着幸福的生活就好了。虽然被欺骗，是很伤心的事但是只要为自己心爱的人付出，都不会要求任何回报与不会在意自己对另一半的付出是否是值得的。希望你幸福。。。

下一站，幸福。。。

  yeah,终于看完了这部戏。这是我一直以来想要看的一部戏，但是因为在课业上很忙，所以只好在假期期间看咯。这部戏让人欢喜让人忧。它让我哭了好几次因为实在太感人了。从中，我才知道因太爱一个人所以必须放弃自己的真爱是很痛苦的。我猜想这不是每一个人可以做到的。虽然女主角也不想放弃以前曾有过的那段甜蜜的感情，但是为了救自己深爱的人，只好选择离开。就因为这样，她被别人误会，男主角也误以为她只是在玩弄他的感情。但她选择一直保持沉默，把真相藏在心最深处的地方。我以前也曾经被人误会，所以很清楚这种感觉。有时选择沉默是对的，当时的我选择了沉默，因为虽然你坦白也没有人相信你的。几年以后，他们再次相遇但是那男子已经失意了。当他会恢复记忆时，他一心只想报复，但是其实他还依然爱着那女孩，只是因为那女孩一直对他撒谎，不说真心话，无数次地让他失望。其实他们俩是相爱的，但因为之间有误会和不够坦白，所以彼此的关系不好。最终，因为再也看不下去俩人都躲躲逃逃，所以就帮他们制造机会。他们也借此机会向对方说一直隐瞒在心中的真心话。最后，他们也幸福快乐地在一起了。从这故事里，我才明白原来彼此的信任真的是很重要。当没有了信任，在一起也没有用，只会让彼此痛苦而已。虽然彼此的距离很远但是只要有信任和爱，那段爱情一定是很坚固的爱情。“不管到哪里也好，只要有对方的下一站，那一站一定是幸福的”。。。祝天下情人，我的朋友终成眷属~

Should smile or cry???

   Today is the day the result come out.I get to know from my friend that the result will come out today.I feel shock because i thought is the result will only come out on Saturday...Got one friend ask me to check immediately but i didn't do so because i haven't eat dinner yet.I scare if my result bad,sure i don't have appetite to eat.Actually no need to check already,i know where is my level already.One thing that i feel unexpected is i didn't get A for digital logic design,haha...i can do all for final exam but can't get A,funny right?I don't know why this alway happen on me???When i feel like i can do all and got confident to got A,but the final result alway make me disappointed.I had tried hard for the final exam but the result almost same only,haiz...i don't know should i smile or cry when i see my result.Smile because all pass and no subject fail?Cry because get to know many ee student got dean list for this sem and since foundation until now no any A?I should celebrate that all my friend got dean list and they all success already,just me only still at the same position and level,yeah...I feel like wanna cry but cry also useless.After you cry,the thing also will not change.Then,for what we cry when we face problem?I really stupid.My friend who alway play also better than me,feel happy for them.When i feel unhappy,i like to hide myself at the corner that nobody can see me.Thinking am i taking the right path?

Piano^_^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vj5pOCo70Gw
Recently,i fall in love with piano's tone.Everytime when i studying,i like to listen to the piano tone.They can reduce my stress,especially kenny g's music.All kenny g's music is sentimental  and sometimes when i listen to kenny g's music,my tear will suddenly drop from my eyes.It's so weird right?I also don't know why his music can make me cry???
   I learn piano since kindergarden.My mother force my sister and me to learn piano.My mother said last time she want to learn but no money to buy the piano and that's why she hope that we got chance to learn it.I learn until 12 years old only,then i give up.I don't know is my problem or teacher's problem.When we want to learn piano,better find the teacher who has good temper and will not alway emo.If my teacher's mood is not good,whenever you press wrong note,she will use the side of the ruler to hit my finger.My finger alway become red after the piano lesson,sometimes it's too pain and i cry.My mother said she also feel hurt when she saw the piano teacher hit me like that but she can't say anything.My sister is different.She play very well and she already grade 8.I think i am too easily to give up but now i hope that i can learn it again by myself.When mother come back from work,i hope that i can play song for her to make her happy and reduce her stress.She like to hear piano tone as well.I really don't want make her disappointed again~

Disappointed

    I feel great that can know you,madam.You are not same like other lecturer,you are the best among all the lecturer.I never eat with lecturer because some of them might think it is not good eat together with their student but you are the first lecturer eat with me and alway treat me.Madam,thanks for help me a lot in static but also really sorry for make you disappointed.I also don't know what to say besides sorry...I alway tell myself that i should not give up because you help me a lot.I really want to try my best and don't want to make you disappointed but i think i fail to do it.Even test 2 also bad even is the second chance and i don't know how to do some question for final exam...Actually,i hate myself why i alway just will make people feel disappointed but not proud of me,even my parent and i think my father at heaven also will feel disappointed when see me like this...sorry,everybody~

人生就像一场电影~

人的一生，像乘坐一台公車。

我們知道它有起點和終點，卻無法預知沿途的經歷。

有的人行程長，有的人行程短。

有的人很從容，可以欣賞窗外的景色。

有的人很窘迫，總處於 推搡和擁擠之中。

然而與懸掛在車門上、隨時可能掉下去的人相比，似乎又感欣慰。

獲得舒適與優雅，座位是必不可少的機會，因此總被人們爭搶。

有的人很幸運，一上車就能落座。

有的人很倒楣，即使全車的人都坐下了，他還站著。

有時別處的座位不斷空出來，唯獨身邊這個毫無動靜。

而當你下定決心走向別處，剛才那個座位的人卻正好離開。

為了坐上或保住座位，有的人漠視良心，甚至傷害他人。

有的人卻因為這樣那樣的原因，不得不將到手的座位讓給他人。

有的人用了種種的方式，曆了長長的等待，終於可以坐下。

但這時他已經到站了。

下車的一刻，他回顧車廂，也許會為區區一個座位而感慨，自以為大徹大悟。

其實即使重新來過，他依然會去爭搶，因為有時如果不坐下，連站的位置都沒有。

除非你永遠不上車，而這並不由自己決定。

到站的人下了，車上的人還在。

依然熙熙攘攘，依然上上下下 ……

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當生活是一種快樂的時候，生命就會充滿喜悅

當生活成了責任，生命就是一種奴隸。

但如果快樂和責任放在一起，快樂就是一種責任了。

活得好，有各種的理由，但社會上給我們的觀念

則是有錢走遍天下，無錢寸步難行。
卻成為我們人生在世的一種迷思了。

猶記新聞報導，有個富翁自覺什麼都擁有了

所以就跳樓自殺，但他似乎是缺少了快樂的動力。

有錢我們更需要快樂，工作是義務，但快樂則是責任了。

快樂要怎麼來呢？

1 、喘口氣吧！
人生有太多的行程，甚至很苦，何不讓自已喘一口氣呢
等待並非全無收穫，而是有了滿滿的準備。

2 、把握現在：
休息的時候別想工作，運動的時候別想家庭
這一刻做什麼就專心的做，分心會影響生活的樂趣變的不快樂。

3 、走出大自然：
面對工作的壓力，是否覺得青山綠水的重要了，如果快樂是你的責任，請走出大自然醫治你的煩惱吧！

4 、每日一笑：
人生不如意十之八九，我們必須相信有希望
雖然有苦有樂，但至少每天給自已一個笑容
看笑話，聽笑話，當笑話，讓自已的笑從今天開始。

5 、觀察幽默：
想想你在生活中，覺得哪位朋友，或哪個人你覺得
他很幽默的，請把他記下來，也順便學習
幽默可代替煩惱最好的解藥。

6 、尋找興趣：
每天除了工作，看電視，休息，似乎就沒有什麼特別的
活動，不免覺得生活很無聊，不如尋找一個興趣
讓自已學習，例如學樂器，看書，運動等等的活動
就不會覺得生活充斥著無聊了

7 、多親近歡樂的人
常常接觸你覺得溫馨、快樂的朋友也沈浸自已在快樂的人生當中。

祝福各位把快樂當做責任，把煩惱當做垃圾。

一起努力吧！