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  Sorry for who those visit my blog.I know most of my blog just talk about bad thing.I am trying to write something which can make you all happy after visit my blog.Sadly,i will write about bad thing again.Today whole day,i felt very down.I thinking why i can't be clever like other.Other people can understand but why i still can't get the concept.I am trying to understand but lecturer ask me don't ever memorize.I really trying my best not to memorize the concept but trying to understand.I don't understand why i tried hard to understand but still can't really understand about the concept.I almost cry after the class but i ask myself for what you cry?Tell myself that i can't cry,i need to be stronger.
  Besides that,Electrical machine and drives is also one of the subject that make me confuse.Sometime i not understand and ask lecturer but she didn't get what i mean.I don't know why everything suddenly become  like this.Last time,i was easily absorb what lecturer said but why nowadays change already?Am i old already or in the process to become old.I still remember that the doctor said it maybe related to my blood circulation and body condition.I still remember since secondary school,i always teacher or lecturer question but now i become quiet in the class and didn't ask question.Am i feel shy?I not suppose be like this,i really don't know what happen to me???
  People got ask what happen to me but i just keep in my heart.I don't want people worry about me,just want to make them happy.One more reason is if i tell,i scare i will cry in front of my friend.

Most memorable day^_^

  I think today is the last day i went out with them.Before this,we went to watch movie and eat dinner together.The only thing that i haven't do with them is sing k...Finally,today we got chance to sing k together.Thanks for give me chance to sing with you.We went to neway which is located opposite of leisure mall.There not same like green box and red box that i ever go.The price is quite expensive.I think the service also very bad and no buffet at lunch hour some more.Luckily,during afternoon just few people sing k,so we can sing k till 7pm.This is first time i sing k for about 6 hour.I really enjoy the process.Shock Hong has a good voice,like singer.I think she might be a singer someday.I like the feeling we sing k together.We sang old song like andy lau and the latest song as well.I felt so happy when go out with them.
  They will graduate soon and still don't know where will they proceed their degree yet.Even i feeling not so good but i still will wish them.I sure will be strong than before.Thanks a lot,my friend and so sorry cause you all waste money.Good Luck for your exam.I know all of you are smart student,so i believe that you all sure can do it.I really happy that have friend like you all.You all really bring a lot of joy and happiness for me.Hope that even next time our distance is far apart,but we still can keep in touch.Wish you all the best^_^

新生命^_^

         我们都好期待新生命的到来。每一次逛街，都会去婴儿的corner买些用品给将来出世的小baby.那时候，我才知道原来买婴儿的用品是多么开心的一件事啊。我最喜欢买的是袜子，觉得袜子是最可爱的。买袜子的时候，都会不禁的傻笑。朋友都会问我“你还好吗？”我只是哈哈大笑。20号是预产期。可是，我们等了好几天，依然没消息。这时让大家都替大嫂和baby担心。就在23号早上，二嫂终于感觉到肚子在痛了。二嫂一大清早就被推进产房里。我的哥哥也替他们母子俩担心。一方面是开心因为将要做爸爸了，另一方面又担心二嫂会受不了和万一baby有什么不测。直到下午，新生命终于来到这世界了。我变成姑姑了。欢迎您来到这世界。我们从下午等到晚上，二嫂终于从产房被推出来了。等了好几个小时，还以为有什么不测，真叫我们担心。
  我是负责守夜的。在那里，看到好多小婴儿和听到婴儿的哭声。此外，看到有些人被推进产房，出来的时候就有小婴儿陪在她身边。看着哥哥的baby,觉得他好cute.他的头发也比一般baby的头发多。从中，我也学习不少。原来医院是比较鼓励baby喝人奶，奶罐是不被批准的。此外，人奶只要收藏在冰箱里，不管多久，只要弄热就还可以再用。护士都会先检查baby是否有小便和大便，才能出院。这主要是确保baby的排泄系统都在好的状况里。baby有小便可是却没有大便。那时，好担心baby必须留院。二嫂因第一次做妈妈，所以什么都不知道。妈妈就说要让baby大便，就必须喂他喝水。果然很有效，baby终于大便了，哈哈。。。yeah,baby终于可以出院了。

感受~

  今天看了某某人的blog和一些照片,突然有一种想哭的感觉。我一直安慰自己，没有东西是永恒的，所以没必要伤心。我要学会坚强地去面对事情。不想只活在过去，一直想念和他们在一起的日子。这只会让我更放不下他们。不管怎么样，我会默默地在一旁支持与关怀他们。此外，我也要笑着跟他们说再见。如果还有机会的话，我们明年再见面。。。我时时刻刻都会在等那一天的到来。亲爱的朋友，我们一起加油吧。。。再见^_^

放下会更快乐~

放下压力—累与不累，取决于自己的心态

心 灵的房间，不打扫就会落满灰尘。蒙尘的心，会变得灰色和迷茫。我们每天都要经历很多事情，开心的，不开心的，都在心里安家落户。心里的事情一多，就会变得 杂乱无序，然后心也跟着乱起来。有些痛苦的情绪和不愉快的记忆，如果充斥在心里，就会使人委靡不振。所以，扫地除尘，能够使黯然的心变得亮堂；把事情理清 楚，才能告别烦乱；把一些无谓的痛苦扔掉，快乐就有了更多更大的空间。
 紧紧抓住不快乐的理由，无视快乐的理由，就是你总是觉得难受的原因了。

放下烦恼—快乐其实很简单

所谓练习微笑，不是机械地挪动你的面部表情，而是努力地改变你的心态，调节你的心情。学会平静地接受现实，学会对自己说声顺其自然，学会坦然地面对厄运，学会积极地看待人生，学会凡事都往好处想。这样，阳光就会流进心里来，驱走恐惧，驱走黑暗，驱走所有的阴霾。

快乐其实很简单，不要自己不快乐就可以了。

放下自卑—把自卑从你的字典里删去

不是每个人都可以成为伟人，但每个人都可以成为内心强大的人。内心的强大，能够稀释一切痛苦和哀愁；内心的强大，能够有效弥补你外在的不足；内心的强大，能够让你无所畏惧地走在大路上，感到自己的思想，高过所有的建筑和山峰！

相信自己，找准自己的位置，你同样可以拥有一个有价值的人生。

放下懒惰—<奋斗改变命运

不要一味地羡慕人家的绝活与绝招，通过恒久的努力，你也完全可以拥有。因为，把一个简单的动作练到出神入化，就是绝招；把一件平凡的小事做到炉火纯青，就是绝活。

提醒自己，记住自己的提醒，上进的你，快乐的你，健康的你，善良的你，一定会有一个灿烂的人生。

放下消极—绝望向左，希望向右

如 果你想成为一个成功的人，那么，请为“最好的自己”加油吧，让积极打败消极，让高尚打败鄙陋，让真诚打败虚伪，让宽容打败褊狭，让快乐打败忧郁，让勤奋打 败懒惰，让坚强打败脆弱，让伟大打败猥琐……只要你愿意，你完全可以一辈子都做最好的自己。没有谁能够左右胜负，除了你。自己的战争，你就是运筹帷幄的将 军！

不是所有的梦想都能成为美好的现实，但美丽的梦想同样可以装点出生活的美丽。

放下抱怨—与其抱怨，不如努力

所有的失败都是为成功做准备。抱怨和泄气，只能阻碍成功向自己走来的步伐。放下抱怨，心平气和地接受失败，无疑是智者的姿态。
 抱怨无法改变现状，拼搏才能带来希望。真的金子，只要自己不把自己埋没，只要一心想着闪光，就总有闪光的那一天。
 纵观古今中外，很多人生的奇迹，都是那些最初拿了一手坏牌的人创造的。

不要总是烦恼生活。不要总以为生活辜负了你什么，其实，你跟别人拥有的一样多。

放下犹豫—立即行动，成功无限

认准了的事情，不要优柔寡断；选准了一个方向，就只管上路，不要回头。机遇就像闪电，只有快速果断才能将它捕获。
 立即行动是所有成功人士共同的特质。如果你有什么好的想法，那就立即行动吧；如果你遇到了一个好的机遇，那就立即抓住吧。立即行动，成功无限！

有些人是必须忘记的，有些事是用来反省的，有些东西是不能不清理的。该放手时就放手，你才可以腾出手来，抓住原本属于你的快乐和幸福！

有些事情是不能等待的，一时的犹豫，留下的将是永远的遗憾！

放下狭隘—心宽，天地就宽

宽容是一种美德。宽容别人，其实也是给自己的心灵让路。只有在宽容的世界里，人，才能奏出和谐的生命>之歌！

要想没有偏见，就要创造一个宽容的社会。要想根除偏见，就要首先根除狭隘的思想。只有远离偏见，才有人与内心的和谐，人与人的和谐，人与社会的和谐。

我们不但要自己快乐，还要把自己的快乐分享给朋友、家人甚至素不相识的陌生人。因为分享快乐本身就是一种快乐，一种更高境界的快乐。

宽容是一种美德。宽容别人，其实也是给自己的心灵让路。只有在宽容的世界里，人，才能奏出和谐的生命之歌！

九月即将来临~

  今天是国庆日。。。过了12点，九月份就来临了。发现时间过得很快，转眼间只剩三个月，又要到2011年了。相聚的日子就是那么短暂，可是我觉得我有好好利用跟他们聚在一起的时间，所以不会有很大的遗憾。还记得那天我生病的时候，我全身无力。最终，我还是选择出去吃晚餐。其实，最主要的是想见见许久没见到的老朋友。最让我惊讶的是他们竟然从uk买souvenir送给我。真的很感激他们，当时的我其实有点感动，也许因为自己的身体状态不好，所以不是很会表达自己的心情。除此之外，我也很高兴能够收到你们从uk寄给我的post card。你们实在是对我太好了。我真的很高兴在菩提道路上能够认识你们这些佛友。我一定会好好珍惜你们所送我的礼物。我会永远祝福与支持你们（chu ka hae-korean)~

Nice day~

  After struggle hard for the test in these three weeks,finally i am free.During the exam week,i totally stress and just sleep for few hour.That time really tired,alomost everyday sleep at 3 a.m.My last test paper is in this week on wednesday.After the test,feel like want to release all the stress.The first thing that come in my mind is play badminton.Then,i start to suggest and invite friends to play.For me,three of them really hard to invite and i am so happy that they also want to join.I really scare my plan not perfect and then we can't play badminton.Thank you for give me chance to play with them.Thank you Diana for help us book the court also.I really enjoy in it and play with them really fun.That's why today can say is my nice day.Badminton is good for healthy and it can reduce my stress.,that's why badminton is my favourite sport.